K I DID THIS ONE TO LET YOU KNOW IVE NOT DIED...YET.



OK SO I AM LIKE IDK WHAT I AM. BUUUUUUTTTTTTT I JUST REALIZED THAT I HAVENT TOUCHED DA IN LIKE 50 YEARS, IVE BEEN OUT OF TOWN, OUT OF STATE, AND OUT OF OCMMISION. ... SORRY FOR THE CAPS BUT I DONT FEELLIKE PRESSING THE CAPS LOCK BUTTON. OK IVE BEEN IN OHIO THE PAST 3 ER 4 DAYS AND WITHOUT INTERNETS O_O SO YEAH I GOT HOME YESTERDAY AND I STAYED UP TIL 4 LIKE EMAILING/MESSAGING MY EVERY DAY CONTACTS, WATCHING YOUTUBE, OR READING FANFICTION.


OK


ALL MY CRAP GOT ERASED OFF MY COMP SO YEAH ALL MY DRAWING I WAS WORKING ON... GONE! AND MY PS UN INSTALLED UNTIL I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO INTALL IT AGAIN ILL USE LIKE GIMP ER SUMTHIN YEAH.


AS A MATTER OF FACT I HAVE NO INTREST IN DRAWING WHATSOEVER................

I KNOW HACKIN WIERD RIGHT?



YEAH I DO NOT WANNA DRAW IM SICK OF DRAWING AND I JUST DONT WANT TO IM NOT CREATIVE ANYMORE. IVE LOST IT.

IVE EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT [WHEN WE WENT UP INTO THE MOUNTAINS] NOT EVEN DOING ART IN HIGH SCHOOL, I WANNA TAKE PHOTOGRAPHY INSTEAD...BUT I GOTTA DO 1 YEAR OF ART FIRST. YAY. ME.


ITS NOT AN ARTISTS BLOCK. ITS WORSE. ITS ME BEING LAZY + ME HAVING NOT DRAWN IN WEEKS UPON WEEKS + ME BEING "BUSY" K YEAH

IVE CHANGED MY FUTURE OCCUPATION I WANNA BE A RADIO PERSONALITY. :]



K IM DONE RANTING ABOUT CRAP NOW




P.S. Someone IM (AIM or MSN only) me...Im basically on 24/7 so yeah its

AIM - xKarasuxNoxYorux

MSN - RaveFiesta@hotmail.com


Kthanksbi (ILY Stevie from 5AG [GAYS not girls/guys], i love all of them really...

Ima Just Make A List While I can


Not Done/Attempted Yet
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*Find A/The Gay Filipino Best Friend That I've always wanted (If I don't find Him Ima still keep looking)
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*Buy FrankMusik's EP
*Buy Alphabeat's EP
*Paint
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*Have a successful Formal (IF I HAD MY FILIPINO GAY BF *AHEM* I COULD HAVE A DATEBUT nooooooo)
*Get a haircut
*get my friends on Gaia ( [link] )
=Get My Camera Fixed
*Get The "Zesty" Series
=Burn The White Album for Zack
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=Convince My mom to let me go to a concert (preferably cobra starship, the secret handshake, The Rocket Summer, Sherwood, Cute Is What We Aim For, Family Force 5, FOB, P!ATD etc. etc. -- I mainly want to see one of the more unheard of/indie/newer bands/people perform...ITD BE EVEN SWEETER IF I saw a eurotrash band/singer perform liek The Artic Monkeys, Chromeo, Crystal Castles, Alphabeat, Yelle, Frankmusic, All the rest on the wonky pop tour, nut tats across the ocean so i wont get to see that anytime soon I still love those eurotrashees )
*Buy Junior Senior's EP
*Buy The Secret Handshakes's Album
*Buy Chromeo's Album
*Meet Someone New (Either over teh webz er no.)
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*do good on teh science assessment on the 5th (I finish but iunno if i passed)
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*Go to henson's formal with zack :S
*THATS ALL


Things Accomplished So Far
+get olivers tah be my bitch (done, we made a porno)
+Find New EuroPop and Tectonic dance music (ask me and ill tell you about them/ who they are)
+Get the Parrapa The Rapper anime (I downloaded it)
+Don't break anything at the track meet
+Buy Yelle's CD (done its really good too! )
+Paint (i did on my wall)
+do good on teh science assessment on the 5th


In Progress/ Being worked on tasks
= Convince My mom to let me go to a concert (preferably cobra starship, the secret handshake, The Rocket Summer, Sherwood, Cute Is What We Aim For, Family Force 5, FOB, P!ATD etc. etc. -- I mainly want to see one of the more unheard of/indie/newer bands/people perform...ITD BE EVEN SWEETER IF I saw a eurotrash band/singer perform liek The Artic Monkeys, Chromeo, Crystal Castles, Alphabeat, Yelle, Frankmusic, All the rest on the wonky pop tour, nut tats across the ocean so i wont get to see that anytime soon I still love those eurotrashees ), I convinved her to lemme go to hensoon's formal. thats a step-up
= Do muh homewerks
= Not have a D in math Class
= Paint
= Get My Camera Fixed (found a replacement)
= Finish Pin-Up Girl By the 31st
= Do some SP Kyle/Stan Arts
= Burn The White Album for Zack
= Listen to any and everything By Hadouken

[X] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ ] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[X] I have/I've had braces.
[X] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[creepy] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[X] I have a brother.
[X] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[X] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job.
[X] I've been fired.
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public.
[X diabetes] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[no but 4 other teef] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[X rode] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[X] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[X kinda, it was no biggie though,] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[X] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFFFFFFFFFGGGGGGGGGGGGG I LOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THAT MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[X] I'm single.
[] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[X OMG HILARIOUS STORY, Uh...haha...He was gay!!!! and i was forced to do so!] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X kinda] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship. (alot of stuff actually)
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[LGBT FTW!!!] I'm bi.
[X I LOVE GAYS LGBT FTW!!!] I'm gay..
[ ] I've had sex.
[we talked about that at lunch today ] I've had phone sex.
[haha like i'd say...] I've cybered.
[voyeristic maybe?] I've had sex in public.
[ew] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I regularly drink. (Not Alcohol. >.>
[X] I've passed out from drinking. (It WASN'T alcohol!!!)
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[X] I've written a eulogy for myself. (kinda, karasu my OC based off of me maybe?)
[X] I own over 5 rap CDs. (Gym Class, Outkast [OLD], Talib kweli, and Aesop Rock.)
[X] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[X] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[X] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[X] I own a cosplay outfit. (1 more month and i will)
[X] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic
[X] I own something from Pac Sun.
[X] I collect comic books. (Manga?)
[X] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I can sing well.
[X] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (uh we ate outside and i kinda took everything else)
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[X] I am a sports fanatic. (Football )
[X] I twirl my hair.
[X] I have "x"s in my screen name. (xkarasuxnoxyorux )
[X] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[X] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[X] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[X] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes. xD
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[X] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[X] I bite my nails. ( and i hate myself 4 it)
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[X] I loath labels.
[X] I like action movies.
[X] I like horror movies.
[X] I like chick flicks.
[X] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[X] I can't spell.
[X] I treasure my friends.
[X] I think of others before myself.
[X] All of those are answered honestly.

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